Curious

It’s not unusual for human beings to daydream. We all daydream. We all end up in a dreamlike musing or fantasy while awake, especially of the fulfillment of wishes or hopes. I probably do this more often than the average person.

Where am I in this.. well, wait, what can I call it? I can’t necessarily call it a relationship, so I’ll say bond. There is no denying the attraction I have towards you. It’s more than physical, because had it only been that it’d be lust. But you attract me in ways I never realized: mentally, spiritually, emotionally. You are at the very core of who I am as a person. Being with you, around you brings out the best in me. Maybe I haven’t shown it enough, but it’s because I’m well, shy. I honestly strive to be a better person each time I see you. I try to be the best I can because at the end of the day I always want to be yours. Possibility of that happening? Having you to call my own love, and you calling me yours? I really don’t know. As far as I know, since I have no clue as to your feelings towards me, that ever happening is just a daydream. I really hope sometime down this road I see the light and this daydream becomes a reality.